Monday, July 30, 2007

Can't control them even from the womb

This baby is such a blessing but I have to say I'm still worried. I have really not felt any different since we found out we were prego. I was happy to know so soon that we were expecting but man, does that take a ton of patience. Today I am at the end of my 6 weeks, I think. I read 3 out of 4 women will experience morning sickness within weeks 6 and 8. That time is here and I pray, reluctantly, that I will get sick. Believe it or not, I need it to sustain my sanity. Then I'll know my body is in good shape and our baby is growing. All it takes is time...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

New Discovery

Finding out your pregnant isn't as glamourous as in the storybooks. I took the pregnancy test 5 days early and the result was positive almost immediately. I really was not prepared to see the word "PREGNANT" appear on the tiny screen. I yelled, literally, for Matt thinking surely he can clear this up for me. I was truly in shock! Matt was clueless that I was even taking the test, so when he came in I just handed it to him saying, "does that say what I think it says?" Calmly he responds, "yes." Shortly thereafter, all range of emotions pass through my mind. First shock, then denial, then confusion, then excitement (after reading the directions thoroughly front and back, twice), Now I'm just scared and worried. I'm sure I'll feel more content once I see my doctor. Same goes for Matt as all of this is new to the both of us.